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Updated: Dec 7, 2023

當我關上雙眼,同樣的場景每一天都在重演⋯⋯

[I can't see any...... wait what?! Fuu Chan!!!!!!]

[Sorry, Uki. Only once of us can get out of here. There was no another way....]

[OMG.....]

這到底是什麼場景,為什麼會出現在我的夢?

這好像是我跟一個十分矇糊的人在隔著一道門的對話⋯⋯為什麼我記不起?為什麼會重複出現?

正在夢中思索的我被外面的提示聲喚醒。

對!今天是我的大日子-------參與NIJISANJI大學的迎新日參觀。

當我看一看電話的時鐘,是時候出門了。

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到了大學大門時,看到一群人和很大的牌寫著[welcome to NIJISANJI University]。當看到一群人時,我便萌生了放棄的念頭。正當想離開時,被一位擁有一雙像鋼筆筆尖造型的耳環和穿著眼鏡的學長叫停

[welcome to NIJISANJI University, are you joining our inspecting programmes?]

[...Yeah?]

[Oh, let me get you into the group.]

[..... Hmmmm, can I get into a group with a small scale?]

[Of coz, oh yeah! Hi, I am Ike Eveland, a vitural novelist from NIJISANJI University and part of the year four members "Luxiem".]

[Fulgur Ovid's here. It's a pleasure of your acquainted.]

正當Ike Eveland想多加了解這一位未來的後輩時,被一道磁性的聲音打斷⋯⋯

[Hi, Ikeyyyyyyyyyy.]

[Oh hi Vox. How's you doin]

[Yeah, I am okay. How's you doin]

[Good, now I am......]

[Oh, who is he? Leave my Ike away. That's my husband!!!]

[Anyway.... Vox, you need to be the guider, aren't you? You see, there's a lots of kohai is waiting for you!]

[Okay... I will back with you a second, Ike...]然後轉向我說[Get away with my little sweetie, Kohai!!1]便轉身走進了人群中。


[Oh, he is Vox Akuma who is demon from NIJISANJI University also part of the year four members in "Luxiem".]

[Hey, Ike. I am bringing your group members with you.]

[Hi, Shu. Thank you so much.]

[Good Luck and bye, Ike. See you later!]

[Bye~ See you soon.]

正當Ike前輩跟Shu前輩在交談時,漫無目的的眼睛鎖定了一位站在Shu前輩的背面和擁有一把螢光黃的人的旁邊。他有著一種特別的吸引力,會自然地被他吸引著,他擁有一把美麗的紫色秀髮,一雙迷人動人暨異色的眼睛,頸上有著令人瘋狂的頸痣,並身上穿著紫色的hoodie和很多裝飾物......

[It's time to start our visiting! Thank you for join us, Let's go!!! Hi's here, I am Ike Eveland, a vitural novelist from NIJISANJI University and part of the year four members "Luxiem". Today is your guider. First......]

Ike前輩的話打斷了我的思緒,便乖乖地參觀NIJISANJI大學以及默默在背後關注那人⋯⋯

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回到家後,我放下了疲倦的身軀和心情進入了充電的模式。默默地進入了夢鄉⋯⋯

[I can't see any...... wait what?! Fuu Chan!!!!!!]

[Sorry, Uki. Only once of us can get out of here. There was no another way....]

[OMG.....]

場景再度出現,但有一些不同的是我好像看到矇朧的紫色?難道⋯⋯

[JUST GOOOO!]

[No, Uki. We can do this again!]

[JUST GOOOOO!]

我感受到對方的依依不捨和固執,夢中的身體不自然但向著發光的出口跑去,然後我便醒來。

那心疼又無助的情緒,難道⋯⋯是人類所擁有的情緒?

他⋯⋯到底是誰?

是他嗎?


我每天都一直思索著,直至再重逢他⋯⋯

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[Hi, everyone. This is Riku Tazumi. Welcome to be our NIJISANJI University new members, in year five called "Noctyx". Shall you guys introduce yourselves? Sonny.]

[Me?]

[Yeah~!]

[Hey, I'm Sonny Brisko. I command an elite special forces squad in the virtual police. Thank you for your attention.]

[Oh thx Sonny Brisko. And then, next be Uki.]

[Hi everybody, I am Uki Violeta.]

......

Uki Violeta? Uki? Uki.....Violeta?

是他嗎?是我夢中的他嗎?

......

[Hey. Hey Fulgur. You are the next. Fulgur?]

[Oh......Yes. Fulgur Ovid's here. It's a pleasure of your acquainted.]

結束了介紹環節後,大家便分配了一個座位亦是我地聯繫及溝通的休憩時間。

我坐在幽暗的角落,看著Sonny, Alban,Yugo和Uki已經打成一片時,Uki彷彿注意到我的視線後便轉過頭微笑地看著我並轉回去⋯⋯好像跟他們說了幾句後便走上前跟我招呼和坐在我前面位置四目交投望。尷尬的我不自覺地移開了視線時,他說

[You are so familiar with, did we meet before?]

[No....?]

[Never mind, Hi I am Uki Violeta. Nice to meet you!]

[Hi... I am Fulgur Ovid, nice .... to meet you too.....]

[Can I called you Fuu Chan?]

[Oh... Sure.]

[Hehe, Fuu Fuu Chan~]

[Oh Uki...]

[What?]

[Nothing......]

我害怕了,我怕我衝口而出問了那條問題,我怕我在他的心目中加上了Fungus那些不好的標籤⋯⋯我不想,我不想⋯⋯

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結識了一個學期後,長時間的相處令我更了解到Uki的可愛及迷人。他的美在我的心中不停刻下印記,不論是一起打高爾夫,玩Minecraft,玩SMASH等等⋯⋯我好像愛上了他了⋯⋯那他呢?

在我沉迷愛上他的時候,Uki提出了成為男朋友的關係,我便同意了。

我們一起去打遊戲,一起去看日出,聽著Uki努力在舞台追夢,看著當我被Alban欺負而挺身而出⋯⋯跟他的相處有如呼吸般自然,相處的每一分每一秒都像鴉片般迷惑著,每一分每一秒像血液中不停流動在我的血管提供養份支撐我生存。

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[Fuu Chan, can we go out to a cafe and take photos?]

[Yes, of coz. Let's go!]

我們便走進了一間咖啡廳,叫了一個芝士蛋糕和一個功克力椰子馬克龍便手牽手和讓我脫下外套坐在Uki的大腿上拿出電話拍了很多張照片,在拍攝時,Uki好像留下了更多的印記在我的頸上⋯⋯然後他問。

[Can you do the kiss emotion, Fuu Fuu Chan?]

[Oh... my face isn't suitable so much built for the cutie.]

[It's okay Fuu Fuu Chan, you are so damn hot and cute.]

[Uki....]

[Uhm..]

[I love you, Uki. I though we are destiny....]

然後我終於告訴了他我心中的疑問⋯⋯Uki溫柔地微笑回答。

[Yeah, I also had the dreams too, it's giving me like the whole star-crossed lover or something no matter what happens like in the timelines, we still end up find each other...]

[Yeah, the soulmate still managed to get to each other.]

在大家奇異的目光中,我們手牽手走出咖啡店。


正當我全神貫注地注目四周時,Uki好似說了一句⋯⋯

[I'm never gonna let you leave.....]


~The End~



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